Jealously
How you have denied my happiness
with envy, mistrust and possessiveness.
Forcing apologies for good times,
while drumming the bad.
Bombarding my emotions with confusion
by twisting the truth and reinforcing guilt.
You stripped my self- worth by exposing
the naked image of discontent.
Distorting the gift of life
by ripping, tearing at my conscience,
so frustrating for those around me.
Rejected, are the warm soothing thoughts
by continuously questioning
trust, honest, loyalty,
the true essence of love.
Above all, you deprived my dignity
by battering self- respect.
Oh, how abusive.
An internal holocaust with no dictator to destroy,
for I am weak, too feeble to take control.
with envy, mistrust and possessiveness.
Forcing apologies for good times,
while drumming the bad.
Bombarding my emotions with confusion
by twisting the truth and reinforcing guilt.
You stripped my self- worth by exposing
the naked image of discontent.
Distorting the gift of life
by ripping, tearing at my conscience,
so frustrating for those around me.
Rejected, are the warm soothing thoughts
by continuously questioning
trust, honest, loyalty,
the true essence of love.
Above all, you deprived my dignity
by battering self- respect.
Oh, how abusive.
An internal holocaust with no dictator to destroy,
for I am weak, too feeble to take control.
